日本と台湾の旅行＾－＾

it's not the situation that I could handle this time.

not just homesick.

I couldn't even express what I felt in Chinese.

I can't help but cry. I couldn't stop crying.

I feel helpless. could it just be a nightmare??

Because I don't want to believe.

Who would like to believe?

I had been working so hard for going back.

But it's not happiness at all . it's suffering.

I'm homeless. moved to somewhere else.

And now we have a huge liabilities.

I knew that I have to be much stronger.

But I just couldn't get used to it .

couldn't believe it.



had a talk with Vicky and yaya by phone.

what I can do just cry.

but I know it's useless.

just want them to know.

want them side with me.

to pack 18 years' things is so tired.

these two days not only a torture on my mind

but a physical fatigue.


Then back to Taipei.

much more helpless.

thought about my parent , my family...

I really don't want to leave...

I'm sorry didn't let mom had a enjoyable mother's day

everything just out of plan.

I , I , I  don't know how to do.