it's not the situation that I could handle this time.
not just homesick.
I couldn't even express what I felt in Chinese.
I can't help but cry. I couldn't stop crying.
I feel helpless. could it just be a nightmare??
Because I don't want to believe.
Who would like to believe?
I had been working so hard for going back.
But it's not happiness at all . it's suffering.
I'm homeless. moved to somewhere else.
And now we have a huge liabilities.
I knew that I have to be much stronger.
But I just couldn't get used to it .
couldn't believe it.
had a talk with Vicky and yaya by phone.
what I can do just cry.
but I know it's useless.
just want them to know.
want them side with me.
to pack 18 years' things is so tired.
these two days not only a torture on my mind
but a physical fatigue.
Then back to Taipei.
much more helpless.
thought about my parent , my family...
I really don't want to leave...
I'm sorry didn't let mom had a enjoyable mother's day
everything just out of plan.
I , I , I don't know how to do.
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